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Last updated: 13/10/2009
Life at
present is very difficult. Having
lost my dad in March to cancer, and also currently
supporting my wife through breast cancer has stretched my faith to the
limit. It is hard to believe
that my parents and two sisters have been taken from me during the past 8 years.
No-one will every be able to understand the loss that you have when you
lose all of your immediate family in a short space of time.
This has left a massive void in my life.
I have questioned my faith almost on a
daily basis, and have wanted to quit on several occasions.
I also started a new job in April which brings along various degrees of
stress, so life as Bandmaster of the Bellshill Band is tough right now.
I have had to rely on my faith and also
the support of many fellow Salvationists during the past few months to keep on
doing the B/M job. You
sometimes feel that if you took a back seat that you would feel better and less
stressed, but I am not sure I would be happy doing that.
I love my role as Bandmaster of the
band, and feel that we have a great fellowship within the group.
Our friendly approach to our banding is important to me. We have improved greatly in a musical sense, but the main benefit for our
corps and community is that we do things for the right reasons. The Latin translation of “for
the right reason” is "pro causa optima".
This will start to be used on our website and on future programmes.

I heard a recent comment at one of our
festivals which stated that “you can feel the fellowship and warmth of the
band through their music”. This
is a tremendous statement and one that truly reflects one of our aims.
I strongly believe in God being able to speak to people through the music
of our band, and therefore spend a lot of time compiling our band programmes. If we can paint a picture in someone’s mind and get them to understand
what God can do in their lives, then we have achieved another goal and also
express why the Salvation Army band was brought into being.
We have had a busy couple of years with
our Tour of The Netherlands, Belgium and Germany and also visits to Blackburn,
Carlisle and Greenock. We also have
been involved in Divisional events with the Musicians Councils with Stephen Cobb
and Derick Kane and attended valedictory and memorial services for the division.

As I am writing this my thoughts switch
to another few weeks of treatment for Sheena and the worry and concern that all
goes well at home. This is
her last 2 visits for her
chemotherapy and I thank God for all the medical staff and the way things have
gone up to this present stage.
I ask you to keep us in your prayers.
On the banding front, we have just completed a festival at East Kilbride S.A. and are visiting
Kelty church this Thursday (16th September) for a charity concert.
We then have a 2 week break for our S.D. collecting and then we visit
Cleland Baptist Church and also have a weekend away at Belfast Citadel in
October. So we once again
work hard to get out playing up to date and will bring blessing through our
efforts.

When things are tough, I usually turn to
the collection of band compact discs. I find comfort in listening to music.
It can say so many things to you, if you take the time to relax and
listen.
One of my favorite melodies at present
is the Maori Folk Song Hine e Hine.
This is a lovely warm tune that had just entered our repertoire and
features our flugel player Lynn Shanks.
This brings great comfort and also gives a lovely calming feeling of
peace. I also love the melody of St
Clements and class this as my favorite hymn tune.
The Light of the World by Dean Goffin is my favorite band piece because
this music kept me in the Army several years ago when the contesting world was
beckoning. I owe a lot to
Dean Goffin.
So that’s my up to date testimony.

Life could be better, situations could
be better, but God still controls my life and I must try to stay on the path he
has set for me.
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